Great long day

Oh my goodness am i tired! So yea stayed up way to late last night b/c I like usual waited till the last minute to write a paper. Not just a single page paper Im talkin a 5page masterpiece. I had originally planned on writing it after I got home from class yesterday however I oppted for taking a nap and catching up on some sleep, which I didn't catch up very much. I was able to get some sleep but sadly the nap was cut short by the sound of Ottis Redding singing "Sitting on the dock of the bay" which inturn is my ring on my cell phone. I forgot I had told my friend Finch (Mark Fincher former life guard at caswell) that I would teach him how to print pictures in the dark room since he had missed class the previous day. So yea I didn't mind it at all b/c I enjoyed my photography class last year and I still have alot of pictures i want to print or reprint and mount etc. Thankfully Mark can be my ticket back into the dark room.


Finally about 11pm we made it out of the dark room after having been in there for at least 2hours or so. After getting home and getting in the house I finally got to engage in great conversation with that girl. We talked for a while, one of the longest conversations that we've had in a while and it was great. I can't get over how she really makes me smile and brightens my day at the very thought of her. Although sometimes and esp here lately things are just really fustrating between us b/c the distance is hard. I want to see her like crazy but there's always something that hibits us from being able to make the trip. It's like i told her absence makes the heart grow fonder but dang it if I don't want to drag out that saying. Ahhhh just so fustrating, ya know? She did mention something that caught me off guard but I took with understanding b/c after thinking about it I would be the same way. She mentioned that she didn't want to become stressed about not being able to see each other b/c then she was afraid that she would then start to think is it really worth it? I hope it's worth it but it's not our time or in our hands this is one thats gonna be left up to the man up stairs, which is often the hardest thing to do b/c presently we know what we wont but in the long term is it the best for us? Thats not a ? for us to answer but yet to find out and we will find out when the Lord brings us to that point in time.
Aside from all that she gets me and as the previous post said she saves the day with her smile and that smile is a great memory.


So what now, well I know that it's 4:48pm and I get off at 5 and then a meeting at 5:30 then do i go to class or go home and sleep? Im voting sleep but we'll see how I feel after the meeting. Until next time here's a lil place I wish I could be.....